This past Sunday we said our goodbyes to the church. It was great to see new and old faces of so many come out. There is a lot of pain in saying good-bye to people. It can be easy to want to run from emotion or to hide the pain in recognizing that our time in Russellville has come to end however that would not be the full understanding of the situation, the pain is evidence that there is also true love. I shared this quote by C.S. Lewis during our time together
“Love anything and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket-safe, dark, motionless, airless- it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.”
Our lives are entangled with the saints in Russellville and always will be as we go out, we love them and leaving them hurts, there is no avoiding it, it is part of suffering in this body. Again Lewis puts into words what I feel in my heart
“They say of some temporal suffering, “No future bliss can make up for it,” not knowing that Heaven, once attained, will work backwards and turn even that agony into a glory.”
As James aptly reminded me this week although we may be apart- Its never good-bye.
Sunday wasn’t all tears (the strategic distribution of more kleenex boxes than I have ever witnessed amassed in one room was very helpful) it was also a time to witness the potluck of all potlucks.
Plate one was lunch, plate 2 was rationalized as dinner, plate three was- “Hey, I’m going to Mongolia and I’m not going to get to eat this Southern goodness for a long time. And on top of all this there was pie- not just any pie but Miss Barbara’s peanut butter pie- words escape the description of this delight but WOW- what a potluck to go out on.
With love and thanks to all in Russellville
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June 1, 2008 at 3:41 pm
larry
We are praying with you through these times…
June 3, 2008 at 2:24 am
Deanna
There were only 3 boxes of Kleenex! 🙂
June 3, 2008 at 11:12 pm
Bernie Anderson
I remember that last day at church, so well. What is really cool is that fact that you are leaving well. With so many pastors and church leaders leaving their churches in sin and shame in this day and age, I think it is greatly glorifying to God for a pastor to leave when all is going well – for the sake of the unreached and under-reached people’s of the world. That’s the way it ought to be.
On a food note: when you are at Wheaton, enjoy the cafeteria! The food there has got to be THE BEST (at least for cafeteria food!). Starbucks and ice cream at every meal … doesn’t get better than that! Enjoy your time there together. We’re praying for you guys over here and looking forward to your arrival.